“The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn, like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars and in the middle you see the blue centerlight pop and everybody goes "Awww!”

I don’t know what to do…

I’m torn between what I want and what I feel like is going to happen…

I can’t imagine my life without him. I know I’ll eventually be ok if we decide to break up but that doesn’t make this any easier on myself. I love him more than I have ever loved anyone else in my entire life. He is my entire life and I can’t bear the thought of not being able to kiss him when I want to or not being able to roll over in the middle of the night and feel him lying there next to me. 

He is my best friend. How do you say goodbye to your best friend? 

Posted on January 22nd, 2012
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