“The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn, like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars and in the middle you see the blue centerlight pop and everybody goes "Awww!”
Toothbrush kisses :))) (Taken with instagram)

Toothbrush kisses :))) (Taken with instagram)

Praying for a miracle

I cry. Out of the blue. And I can’t stop, because it hurts so much. I just want him here. I want him to hold me and kiss my forehead and tell me it’ll be okay. I want him to be mine forever.

I have the worst empty feeling in my stomach. I never wanted to feel like this ever again…and the worst part - it hasn’t even begun yet. We’re still together and I feel this terrible … I can only imagine what it’s going to be like if we ever break up

I don’t know what to do…

I’m torn between what I want and what I feel like is going to happen…

I can’t imagine my life without him. I know I’ll eventually be ok if we decide to break up but that doesn’t make this any easier on myself. I love him more than I have ever loved anyone else in my entire life. He is my entire life and I can’t bear the thought of not being able to kiss him when I want to or not being able to roll over in the middle of the night and feel him lying there next to me. 

He is my best friend. How do you say goodbye to your best friend? 

I love you Jessica Simpson!! (Taken with instagram)

I love you Jessica Simpson!! (Taken with instagram)

Charming Charlie I <3 you! (Taken with instagram)

Charming Charlie I <3 you! (Taken with instagram)

Awesome book! (Taken with instagram)

Awesome book! (Taken with instagram)

Ooohhh the treasures you find when you clean out a house! (Taken with instagram)

Ooohhh the treasures you find when you clean out a house! (Taken with instagram)

It’s so difficult to let go of people from your past when you so desperately want them in your present

Good morning to me!! (Taken with instagram)

Good morning to me!! (Taken with instagram)

Just a normal Monday night for us! (Taken with instagram)

Just a normal Monday night for us! (Taken with instagram)

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